I feel like a Mother Tiger

Lately I have been having a battle of wits with my 5 yr. old daughter. She has gotten into this super-clingy, my mother is not leaving my side energy lately. It is sweet, yet really frustrating. I find myself "growling" at her when she does it, like a mother tiger forcing her cub to go find food on her own. Don't get me wrong, I love having "Mommy Daughter time," but sometimes I just need to BE. I can't do anything when she is literally clutching ahold of me, or running after me, or clambering up my leg in a screaming fury.

And, Doug, poor Doug, left there to pick up the pieces and endure the hour long temper tantrum, crying herself to sleep, so that Mommy can get some needed peace. Should I feel guilty about this? I don't really know what to do. I want to fiercely protect my children in every way, including emotionally, but at the same time, she needs to find more independence, and I definitely need away time.

Then there is the whole going up to Michigan with Grandma for 9 days issue that is totally freaking me out. I have not been away from her for more than 3 hours at a time, and now, 9 days! I think we may end up driving her. I am concerned about the trip there with my tired sister and her tired boyfriend and Laila's demeanor as of late. I don't know how to break the news to Doug's Mom, that her plans may be changing, if there are any plans to be salvaged.

I can just hear her scoffing at the idea that Laila may freak out and want Mommy with her, thinking Grandma isn't adequate to handle her or something.

This will be interesting to see how it all plays out. One thing is for sure, I am still a Mommy tiger!