Coping

Today was a little easier with Rogan being at Grandma's house.
Yesterday was a bitch though. I just wanted to cry every time I would trip over one of his toys, look at his bedroom, or eat dinner with that missing spot at the table. We went to Kung Fu Panda last night, and that was a good escape.
Today Doug has been home most of the day, and we have been keeping busy with the other two.
It helps that it is an absolutely beautiful day here, and that my sweet boy is having a wonderful time up there with Grandma.
I haven't called as much today wanting to get updates. I hope as the week goes on, with more things filling our schedule, I will be able to deal with it more and more.
I didn't think this would be so hard though.
But, I am coping.